Was I sleeping?
This lucidity of AN UNCERTAIN DREAM
is telling me DON'T LOOK BACK
For years I begged you to LET ME IN
, but instead I was left ALONE IN KYOTO
Forever was I told to FIND WHAT YOU LOVE
, I believed I did. But I am fire, and you,
You are GASOLINE
. Yes, yes, you took me to THE OTHER SIDE
. My innermost INCARNADINE
I revealed to you, fully, completely. For you they were trite MUSES
. A complex SHADOW DANCE
One step ahead of your NEIGHBOR
, and I, always the giver when you cried HELP ME
But as I look at the ashes I CAN HEAR YOU
, but truly, you are SO FAR AWAY
Perhaps, you just never "were" and now my burdened heart feels so TRAPPED
You say forgive. Forgive is just a word. WITH OR WITHOUT YOU
I will move FORWARD
So you say GOOD BYE
with that boyish grin thinking my child-like dependency is not by choice.
But I will GO
. And leave you to your own delirium.