Was I sleeping?
This lucidity of AN UNCERTAIN DREAM

is telling me DON'T LOOK BACK

.
For years I begged you to LET ME IN

, but instead I was left ALONE IN KYOTO

.
Forever was I told to FIND WHAT YOU LOVE

, I believed I did. But I am fire, and you,
You are GASOLINE

. Yes, yes, you took me to THE OTHER SIDE

. My innermost INCARNADINE

I revealed to you, fully, completely. For you they were trite MUSES

. A complex SHADOW DANCE

.
One step ahead of your NEIGHBOR

, and I, always the giver when you cried HELP ME

.
But as I look at the ashes I CAN HEAR YOU

, but truly, you are SO FAR AWAY

.
Perhaps, you just never "were" and now my burdened heart feels so TRAPPED

.
You say forgive. Forgive is just a word. WITH OR WITHOUT YOU

I will move FORWARD

.
So you say GOOD BYE

with that boyish grin thinking my child-like dependency is not by choice.
But I will GO

. And leave you to your own delirium.